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I opened up my writer tool and just sat there confused on what to write , what to hold and how to hide in the words . The blinking lights on my modem caught my attention and soon the two lights became six . I was lost in thoughts . The lights soon transformed into many fireflies and rose above . I was sure that I was dreaming , but I just couldn’t snap out of it . The more I tried to get out , more brighter they became and started floating right in front of my face . Each bubble of light , joined together and appeared to transform into what seemed like a human figure , bright , glowing and unrecognizable .

It was at the same time , a shadow rose behind the light , smiling at me . Dark enough to subdue the brightness . Both lifted their hands towards me , waiting for me to take it . I hesitated . The brightness soon began to flicker . I began to think that the luminous figure is not so real after all , for behind all this glow there was darkness , a huge one . I started to wonder if all this shining will turn out to be too bright , that people may shut it out . The light began to fade away  , my doubts seemed to be killing it , actually was .

The shadow slowly crept near me and was settling on me , like a skin . Something happened , it was someone actually , I began to snap out of it and blinked and saw that the two figures were actually me , the shadow and the shine . It was like staring at some sort of a weird mirror . The shadow began to taunt the new shine , while the shine stayed eyes glued on me . I realized it was my call . It was me there and it was I who have to clear everything .

“Your glow is pleasant , your glow isn't going to hurt anyone but its your doubts . You new shine is welcomed and is liked and you don’t have to go back “ , came a voice , a voice that I hear everyday , and I long to hear everyday . 

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Pic Courtesy : g-leom .

I have decided . The shining figurine , nodded and blinked at me . I nodded back and in a instant , the shadow was pushed far behind and all the masks broke and the shine began to etch itself on my skin , making it transparent . There it was .. now complete and all doubts cleared , a change !!!

“Life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by the friends we choose.” :)
~Tennessee Williams (American playwright 1911-1983)
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  1. Gopinath SekarApril 1, 2012 at 7:33 PM

    Change is the only thing that changes frequently. Good post mate. Am feeling the same way dont know what to write posts on. :)

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